I'm at a library I've never been to before.
The women that work here aren't even experienced with computers so I'm going around offering help to those they simply give the direct answer, "I don't know," to.
I can't help but to think of all the time I've spent not doing what I've wanted for the sake of a being that is emotionally unavailable and stuck in their conditioning and patterns.
Just last week I asked myself, "Why do I keep going back?"
The answer, I found, was based on something that I needed to free myself from entirely.
One of the worst illusions we as human beings love to attach ourselves to. A sense of stability.
So these days I am spending a lot of time reprogramming my beliefs and conditioning - as well as investing in my own business instead of going out and helping others achieve their dreams (while putting mine on the back burner).
"The spiritual substance from which comes all visible wealth is never depleted. Turn the great energy of your thinking to plenty ideas, and you will have plenty regardless of what any man around is doing or saying."